Friday, March 16, 2007'♥
I wana say a few things
a) Happy birthday to Keegan, Melvin, Andy, Steven Shum(although i don tink u'll ever chance upon this site), Liying, Silin??
sorri I din haf time to meet up with all of u for ur birthday.. I'm glad another year has passed for u, coz it means our friendships have aged by one more year. Its great knowing you guys
For the only one who I do meet up, I hope u had a good time, and try ur best in coping with ur committments. I know there's alot of things for you to do, but try hard, I'll be there to support u if u ever need any help, either in studies, or in personal life. Alrite?
2) I've spent years and lotsa effort, time, and money onto it. But I still can't get it. Am I realli so lousy? I'm losing confidence, not just in that, but in myself too. Days after days, I put doubts on myself, my capabilities, my character, my personality. I know there are pple whot trust me and is always nice to me, sometimes I don reciprocate, but I do appreciate it alot. And I want you to know, if there's ever a time when u realli need help, I can put down anything, everything, to help you, cause you are important to me
3) Studies are piling up, its not that I don wan to work hard for it. Something is distracting me, and I realli cannot put down everything just to focus on my studies. I've always tell pple to do it, its easier said than done. I can't, I'm trying very hard, I'm realli trying
4) Ngee Leng; thanks for being such a nice friend. You have probably unknowingly became a very huge and important source of encouragement for me, and without you around, I probably wouldn't have been able to gather personal motivation to continuing studying, and continue what I have to do. Thanks. And I want you to know, whatever problems you have, I'll always be here to listen and to do whatever I can to make you feel better.
5) And to you, I was glad to see you last night, and really, I'm glad you are getting higher and higher. Like what ck says, your status is increasing, and I should be happy that your status is increasing. I feel that with your personality, there is alot of potential in you that have yet to be discovered. I hope you will fulfill all of it, be daring, there are alot of people supporting you, u have alot of true friends who will be there for you. You are getting more n more unreachable. More and more distant apart. I'm glad I know you, just regrets that I couldn't get to know you better. And in a sort of way, I feel that with the circumstances now, we'll probably not be able to get to known each other well anymore. I realli hope we could, but I know you feel awkward, and I hope u'll know that I just hope to know you better, why.. I realli dono.
6) NTU Sports Club.. pre-bbq at hall 6. Sorry for the noise my hall friends, the noise was unintentional. Nice seeing so many pple.. mention a few ba.. weilian.. phyllis.. meng.. steph.. n my dear mei mei.. haha you r still so blur n cute..
You cannot control the way people act, you can only control the way you behave.
7) My Dear Phyllis, don be sad over last nite if u r k? I know what you are going thru, and many of them know too. I'll eat the stupid 'I love Singapore' sweet to make u luff okie?
(this sweet is the dumbest, stupiest, most disgusting, is there anymore word to describe things negatively?i cant think of any.. maybe i'm too positive! muahahahahahahah)
8) Can anyone tell me I DON LOOK LIKE MEITIAN LAO SHI!!! If you tink i look like him, don tell me. If u tink i DON look like him, tell me!.. I'll high 5 u!
9) I'm still searching for true friends.. if you are one.. let me know.. i'll treat u like a brother.
10)Xinyi: Thanks for helping me to think of this line, surf the sea. If i don put ur name down u'll never be happy. N I tink our OB group has regained the cohesiveness already.. I'm okie already! DO well for our last ppt, I'll probably feel sad I cant work with u guys anymore after this
11) My Acct grp ah.. buck up for our BSC! last one already.. we are so near.. yet so far.. jiayou jiayou
12) Does anyone knows how I realli feels? Am I very complicated?
13) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BROTHER ALVIN LIM ZHI RONG!!! 24 ALREADY.. BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM!!!!!
when r u marrying?
14) My dear mummy.. sorri for not coming back home to see u ever so often. Do miss u~
15) Community work with Jonathan tmr at the zoo. I hope it takes my mind off you (LJ) I wonder what to do, before I can force myself to studies
16) I'm amused, Jiade is from my primary sch i know, but shiwei as well!.. haha okie I'm gonna call her now.. its so damn amusing.. she was sitting beside my class for 2 years.. but I knew who she is.. she must have been too ugly.. muahahahaha..
17) Feel like watching shows.. hana kimi (i tink of steph's voice), prison break, deathnote anime, deathnote movie
18) The movie 300 i watched with honghan, jingsheng, mike was absolutely stunning.. haha I'm glad I have nice neighbours who jio me to watch in the end.. admist just before they leave for busstop.. aiyah i shall not tink too much
19) Weilian.. u r the first real bro friend I've known thru NTU. yea yea if u ever read this.. haha
derrick blogged @ 6:15 AM
