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不说出的温柔

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事
只是想知道你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你
我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙
不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默
不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过





** why are you walking around in the middle of the night? take care and rest well alrite**

I was just feeling so bored...when you appeared..
haha.. stupid fool!!

Been away for so long.. quickly come back laaaa..
can play soccer
play tennis
go diving

Sometimes. I just miss days in KMC



*you made my day.. as always.. like real*

=)




Random stuffs..
*received multiple, multiple information and financial figures for hourglass*
*are you having period too?*
*adjusted F.S for the 3rd time in a week.. all of us deserve a watch for that!!*
*i'll take it and wipe it on ur face*
*banana man walking*
*condemnation of big road people*
*anti-suzhou sentiments*
*permanent fall of big statute*
*work for your drink*
*bla bla.. is damn easy.. just have to read your notes.. will understand one* HaHaHa if only..~..
*naive youth*
*boooooooooo to no. 9.. entertainment of the year*
*take pride.. in everything u do.. in cheating too?~*

It is raining at the best possible moment now..
What with all the red backs, burnt shoulders, peeling skin and noses.. hopefully this rain can bring down our body temperature to like.. 10..11..degrees? haha and all of us will not peel!

Looking at my table now.. I feel much more relaxed.. like there's not much more to do.. compared to a week ago.. only left with Hourglass and Marketing to do, and exams to come.. everything seems planned and prepared for already.. including this Sunday's exam initiation studies..

But before that.. I think I am going to watch the Singapore Lebanon match live at National Stadium tomorrow evening!!! wahahaa.. I'm quite excited about that.. and really hope Singapore can win it, so maybe they can stand a chance of qualifying for World Cup.. =)

Decided to stick with short hair for now.. since it is so much cooler and less straining for me when I'm wiping my hair.. maybe the next time I cut I'll cut it even shorter.. so that it'll be easier to put wax or gel to it.. I officially don't like long hair now!

Feel like nuaing.. like sit on my bed stare into space.. and praying someone deliver KFC to my bed.. =0

A nite alone in hall..

Feeling very comfortable now.. being in hall with my good buddy.. even though he is currently sleeping.. while waiting for his supper i think? A supper that we don noe is coming or not.. =)
This place seems to be my hiding place.. where I can do every single thing without having to think or be aware of my surroundings.. I really love it so much, and I'm sure its because of the companion.. I will miss everything after 3rd May. I hope we can go SMU together, and continue tokking abt every single thing every day.

And my 'boy' buddy.. I hope you are doing well!.. having lesser time to sms and tok to u nowadays.. glad we still have the weekly session to catch up.. rmm to keep ur 'boyliness' and 'happiness' going


Said out a sentence today.. to someone.. who probably doesnt noe which sentence this is referring to.. but it reflects out what I really think of myself..
Lack of time may be an excuse.. its more of knowing myself too well


So many things coming up.. and I'm learning to manage things, people, myself better and better. Its been slow coming, but to know your ownself is really important..

And slowly realising that many unknown people is reading this post makes me feel nostalgic.. and shall make my posts as unfathomable as possible to those who doesnt really noe me..all my posts are not emo posts.. even if you might think it is.. its just posts with humanity.. with remembrance of the past, so that the future will shine bright.. if men can move ahead without constantly looking back and reflect.. the same mistake will occur once, twice, numerous and numberous times


last of all.. heard about you recently..
why issit that I always hear of you, or have to talk about you.
it is like a shadow that will never leave, always reminding me to follow the path you have set for me
talking about you makes me smile, and makes me regain my humanity
you will never read about this, and i wonder if you even noe if this page ever existed for you


if time can rewind, if hands can reverse, i noe where you are
to put the ocean under the feet
to grab the world upon the fist
if i can't, i hope you do
no one can ever replace you, no one can
what sort of message is god trying to send me.. when he ever send you down
you mite have achieved your happiness now, thus the reason why today
may god bless you.. now and forever

If I tell you I am really very stressed.. will you believe me?
If I tell you that I come back hall and sit on my desk with a pile of deadlines and work
So much so that I have no idea what to start with
That I have so much on my mind, so many things that I want to care for
That sleeping is turning into my way of escaping..

will you believe me?

I'm glad I have my blog

5am in the morning..and i'm awake in pasir ris
decided to write this whole entry in small capitals.. because i'm writing for myself.. so as long as i like it.. i'll do it this way =)

i wonder whether i'm too stressed nowadays.. or just using projects as an excuse to immense myself in tiredness.. as usual.. as what i always do.. and i really wonder why
it seems to me that i like to be quiet.. like really quiet.. and i really don like to talk.. but i don like to appear too quiet in front of pple.. so i immense myself in work.. so that i can appear to be quiet cause i'm busy.. but really.. its just that i don like to talk to people..
wonder whether someone has taught me to be zi bi..

heard u r unhappy nowadays.. i wonder why.. wish u happiness ba =) but really.. wonder whether u'll ever care about what i wrote here.. everyone plays a part in my life.. and u were a part too.. so i really wish u happiness and success in all ur decisions, doings and every small or big things you are involved in.. hiak.. wonder why i wana talk about you here though.. not like i'm still the same as who i were last time.. just that i don wan to be as heartless as someone else

and yes.. this is my site.. so i can talk about any single thing i want

like there is this shop 1901, selling hot dog, smoothie passion, selling bubble tea, oriental herbal, selling herbal tea, and munch house, selling nasi lemak which everyone is waiting to buy.. all right in front of me.. facing me.. as though waving to me now

thanks for the movie today.. felt.. really =) today..
maybe some things just don need to be voiced out..
we both noe each other so well
so too shall we noe each other's concerns.. =)

intern wise.. don feel bad about it at all..haha in fact i feel happy.. got friends with me

sgx wise.. jiayou o lay n co.. so sorri for asking u all to stay behind last friday.. =) i tot we could have some team building too.. and since all of us are busy with our daily work.. therefore i suggested friday =) i hope all of us can get even closer after this whole team.. and hope we can really showcase our full potential..

sometimes.. i wonder whether i'm a good project mate.. i'm stubborn at times... and pretty insistent on my points.. i noe this.. so i try to give in more now.. and try to do more, talk less.. rather den last time when maybe i do less and talk less too..

and i noe i cannot work with noises.. its just me ba.. lack of concentration.. like.. i cannot multitask really.. or i'll do both things lousily.. even tried carrom and scrabble together last time.. and it turned out to be disastrous..

=)

on the whole.. nice day.. thanks for the movie

I think I am really a easily-contented man

hahaha.. by just skipping lessons.. having good food.. doing work and earning money.. seeing close friend i haven seen for some time.. and I'm like so happy already...

talking kok to fren the moment i reach back hall.. and I feel so awake today.. must be a result of the good sleep I had last nite.. I simply love sleeping with the morning rain..
oh yar.. I think part of the reason was also because I've read a few notes? haha can't live a day without touching them

went to wash 1.5-2 wks worth of clothes just now.. and someone commented the detergent looks like some kind of expired ***..hahaha.. damn funny la~.. okie it's just greenish in colour!~

mm.. gonna be a long nite today.. hope I can just stop sleeping..

and i really don like people who rush to enter mrt, rush to get into lifts, rush to do things at other people's expense.. like.. at least shout out that 'I am in a rush, so can you all kindly freaking get out of my way?'.. at least better than don ask ma..

brrr.. but I'm in a sleepy state today.. so I couldn't recognise ur face.. or I'll draw it here..


on a last note.. I saw a limping non-white man today.. oh my god.. but I couldn't figure out how long is 1.58m.. =(

yoyoyo!

wahahaha.



i'm a kokster =)

finally.. the horrible wk is coming to an end..
its been really horrible.. wat with risk ppt, mkting ppt, coy law assignment, tax quiz..
causing me to be rily 'fan' at some days.. so so sorri to those who i've caused to be worried for me.. i'm really okie now le.. n back to normal
just 2 more meetings later.. one with my mkting grp n one with my fav sgx grp..

was walking home from tuition just now..den tinking.. actually a 20 page writeout is normal for us.. in fact it gives us so much space to apply wat we have learnt and wat we really wants to say.. so even if we don get in, at least we have give our all.. and wat if we really get in? cannot imagine... us going sgx to present with only 5 other teams.. it will be such a nice memory..

=) last nite's cultural nite was really good.. my hall's pple are.. really talented.. hahaha n so nice to see all my mj khakis and some of my dear juniors ard.. haven been able to keep in touch with them for some time until last nite

okie gonna take a short nap le. i haven had a nap while all my other friends have taken their super shiork nap since the tax quiz!!!!!


n i still wonder what the 'hot date' is all about..

i'm so amazedddddd

like.. how did u find me!!!????

hello.. i'm not staying in hall next semester already..haha and u nv ask me at all!

i'm also not pissed la.. i tink u r .. just amazing.. like from the bottom of my heart

couldn't believe my name is smack there!~~.. led by bla bla bla and bla.. for yr 2 n 3 team

hahaha

oh my god..

dono wat to say also!!

but next wk gotta help out xp

ee no one is compensating me for the loss of income for that many many hours

hope it will be fun!

and yes winnie u better entertain me to the max!

or we'll both burn to death under the sun

numb.. feel nothing no more

=)

retracted



so fun to see the 2 of them today.. haha and sorry ym for making u pluck leaves with us in the middle of the rain in the middle of nowhere.. haha NTU rily isn't like this all the time one
and kl u r a lucky guy! haha.. happy early bday ~

it's sweet how something we did a year ago could still bring a smile to our faces
maybe that's wat u call leaving a legacy
and wat a sweet legacy
just talking about it makes me smile
i never regretted joining it
because it gave me lotsa joy



miss..

running in the rain and rushing to the room
re-arranging furnitures at JP to accomodate everyone
fighting with the waves to form words on the beach
suppering at the sun even though we only had just over an hr to sleep
staying up late and debating over the smallest of details
like whether the music should start 0.1 sec later or earlier?
memoriess

ALL MY BABIES!!!!!

I rily luv u guys.. n given a chance i'll bring u all thru again.. but some things just aren't within my control.. be there or not.. i'm sure u guys will continue to do well.. gambatte!!!

the only team.. i've ever ever ever lead.. the team that rocks.. like u go club n dance.. rocks rocks.. that rocks.. =)

I AM GONNA CATCH U

shall repeat.. don force me up when i don wan to.. "who so daring"!!

let me sleep peacefully alone and when i wake up i'll be happy

but like that also cannot.. i should have locked the door

i'm sorry i turned the phone to silent mood when you call

cause i really want to sleep

and course i'm not sick.. else how can i start tokking nonsense 5 minutes after i wake up

i really enjoy tokking nonsense...



spent an hour or so tokking to a hall fren.. felt so refreshing

Sleep also cannot sleep in peace.. =(

things seems to be changing..
but life is short.. just let it revolve..

3 Generations
1 Family

Before I start on my horrific week.. I shall blog for one last time to mark the end of recess week

Being a really wonderful week this time round, better than any of the previous 3 I've had.. probably due to the same reasons..

Met up with the 'people' again many many times this week.. like even in recess week we still can't run away from one another.. and seen most of them around 4/5 times this week!

Also met up with xwp abeit for awhile.. and spending money to scare ourselves..haha it was nice meeting up.. guess the next time we'll meet up will probably be after ur IA or when school starts.. rmm wat i told u OkIE?! hahaa

Also met up with 2 of my project groups..no its 3!.. mkting.. risk.. n bf..
really happy to see my buddy coz u just rocks la.. I feel so unreserved tokking to u.. like as though u r a voice recorder and i can just say anything without anyone thinking abt my character or any form of judgements being passed down on me.. this kind of feeling is rily gd!

But couldn't meet up with my JC jurong-bukit panjang!!! clique.. really sorri coz I had to go for impressario on sat evening so couldn't meet up with u all for either timing.. sorri again!

And goodbye weibin! We really meet up once a year.. so i'll be waiting for u to return and swim again next year.. and yess this time we'll have our 'swimming competition'..=)

okie.. back to reality.. this coming week gonna be a blast.. gonna mug super damn hard.. starting from tmr. that's why i'm back in hall despite tinking i will stay and sleep in hall tonite.. coz i wanna eat bf in hall tmr b4 going study with whoever is available..

and nvm was a blast.. =) well done to the organising committee.. great job =)
and so too was impressario.. great job weilong!

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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