oh oh oh..
miracle has happened~
still got a chance~
wahahaha

mm.. but.. chance is like 0.1%?
=(
surprised yesterday nite..
maybe it proves
that u get surprises when u least expect it..
and u fall when u work hardest for it~ =)

mm.. but i tot i can qing qing song song guo next sem..
now..
dilemma~

what is the point of being so guai.. when the whole world is playing hard
when the whole world doesn't appreciate you being guai??

I'm so gonna whack havoc next yr!
Gonna go zoukout next yr!
Have already found my kakis le.. and close friends somemore~
So shuang.. bring on 2009!

Honestly, I should be very happy with what I've got, and who I've got.
I've got people who are so nice to me, some exceptionally nice to me.
I've got people who I can look for anytime, and whom I know have total trust in me.
I've got people who I considered true brothers, who we can always be there for one another.
I've got so much.
Today was just a wonderful day, or rather a wonderful evening.
Thanks for the dinner and the movie, it was really great seeing you, even though we only meet once every few months.

Yet I always get myself into trouble with certain matters. Not that I do not consider these matters important, and they certainly matter alot and moulded my life, and I think or I hope I've learnt alot from all these occurences.

Life is a curve, but a forward looking one, and we can never turn it back no matter how hard we try, so we all gotta look forward and be optimistic, optimistic that god has a plan for us. But in the meantime, we also gotta work hard, to make sure that every decision, every word, every action we do, count, and that we will not regret on them. No matter how hard it is, we gotta try hard, and that will be enough.

There have been people whom I've taken up to kill my loneliness, and sometimes I really do not understand why, because there are indeed quite a few people who I got total trust in, and these people know who they are, but yet I always sink myself into it, hurting people, hurting the innocent.

Maybe a new year, 2009, will prove to be a better one for me, because over the past decade, alot has indeed happened to me, and many people have left their footprints on me, just as I had on them. Do the right thing, and do things you will never regret.

18th Dec 2008!
more than half a month of holiday has passed!

I've met up with many many pple.. my JC fantastic 5.. gone mushroom pot.. Weibin.. shopping.. 21 brothers.. soccer.. scissors rice (where is scissors cut rice!).. gone DT dinner.. signed DT.. changed my mine.. =).. Lionel.. town.. sharon.. town again.. (realised i haven gone vivo at all)

gonna meet jonathan for msia soon.. chew for tennis.. more soccer..

n.. sis's wedding coming up.. s12 bbq.. 21 bro gathering.. borders later on~.. church this sunday.. thx andrea.. cip at hwayue.. rda..

n.. loreal comp going on.. dono wat to do.. sorri xiaodi!

mm.. n gotta meet alethea.. js.. nice holiday =)

i feel a sharp pain
whenever someone call me up from my sleep
even though its an important call
but.. its still a pain

mm..
thanks anyway
=)

tired.. put against..
but..unwavered..
trust what i trust in
pls support me

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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