I've always wondered, why is my blogspt entry site contains Chinese fonts, when I obviously will take a very very long time to figure out those chim chim words, the type that you call 'fan ti zi.. or the harder chinese'. It's quite irritating sometimes, because like when I want to edit my entry, instead of 'edit', I have to think through and figure out what is 'xiu gai wen zhang'. This means edit your article of course, and of course a blog is not a article.. mm mm.. I think I mite be getting crazy over excessive studies

Went for this CPA code of ethics and standards lecture cum quiz this afternoon with some block 34 pple. I couldn't really understand what the lecturer was saying, except that at the end of the day.. 'don fraud'. I thought the quiz will ask questions such as 'is it allowable to steal money from a bank', but the questions came out so much more difficult. The only fun part of today was when Cheryl came down to tok kok with me midway thru the lecture.. this supposedly to be my BF212 classmate, but which somehow or another disappeared to another class. I realise I have very little BnF friends, realli little. So I think I should feel fortunate my major is accounting where I have so many good friends. If I go Biz BnF my ntu life will have been so much more boring.

Its 3.26am now, I'm gonna sleep le. Finish 5/6 of a BnF paper today, tmr got 2 tuitions, den gotta come back home and do ppt for AA201, AC213 and prepare for ppt presentation for AB214 on Tues. Woohoo.. one day only 24 h0urs.. someone obviously din think for everybody when they decide on the Earth's speed of rotation.. damn the engineers!

okie gonna sleep le.. =) another week gone.. ended with seeing a cute smile in the evening. haha.. hello kitty smile =)
goodnite =)
& Happy Birthday to you-know-who!

=)=)=) today is such a wonderful day

bagan the day with a great breakfast on the bed of the special one. i never knew eating breakfast on the bed can be so hearty, and sleepy, because i fell asleep rite after that and woke up just in time to go for a lesson

-> xiefen: we've changed the cover binding page le la! hahaha knew u wun be happy if we don.

den i went to mug in reading room, and cleared my doubts for ab212. made a impression to my prof too.. get participation marks!!! woohoo.. mugger-motivated

the tuition was fine too, probably coz its not after dinner so the house din have those nasty malay dinner smell.. i really hate that smell

the joint hall meeting was boring, but meaningful, because i felt more inspired after tokking to jinglun abt this yr's scrabble team. it's gonna be more than a playing squad, its gonna be a team

dinner was the best.. with my dearest meimei.. haha the blur kok meimei i have. i'm glad life's good for u now.. if u r seeing this.. go ahead with what you want, i pray for you that things will work itself out =) and let's have more of such dinners next time k? i gonna meet friends for dinner every tues and thurs, and keep in contact with more people.. i've been too busy in my own world over the past 2/3 sem le.. feel so bad

in reading room with qingfu now! woohoo.. i finally pulled my roomie to study with my in s4!hahaha

oh oh.. nice seeing u on mrt jieshi..haha wat a surprise!

a gloomy wed suddenly turned brighter.. after 2 lessons tmr, gonna go for tuition den go for stupid boring scrabble captains meeting.. the meeting seem so fei.. so wayang for jcrc pple.. but luckily i can meet my meimei winnie after that tmr!

studying for bf212 quiz now.. a long nite tonite

just feel like.. blogging about some people.. some people who i misses alot and rily hope, and pray that you are doing well

lionel.. my sec best fren.. haven seen u for a very long time.. in fact the tims we meet up has been so little over the past years.. i noe u r having a difficult time studying law now, it was difficult for us when it's a open book thing, i bet it must have been harder for u now.. hang in there.. continue to work hard.. you will finish the course soon. the hard work will all pay off.. jiayou my dearest fren!

js.. hey my sec best fren too! nice to have dinner with you just now.. mm.. noe u've undergone some turn-moill over the last month or two.. just wanna let u noe i'm always there.. best fren foreva! ur due one will come soon.. a nice guy will deserve something/someone good =)!

qingfu.. thanks my best roomie!! u r the best roomie lo!

mm..

my nbs project grp! u guys also rocks.. its a joy seeing u all 6/7 days a wk hahaha

it is the rainbow after the storm
the light at the end of the cave
if only last nite will last forever
although it seems sad, but the words shared, the feelings shared
they are so real, and so hopeful

1 yr = 365 days
i'll be counting down
365 days of self-discovering
to discover who we are, how much of life we have individually discovered
learn how to love, and learn how to be loved
learn how to treat closed ones, and how much to expect them to treat us

its a nice journey, and the time seems just right

but don feel lonely, at any time, because u'll never be =)


mm.. going to have board meeting in a while's time.. somehow i don feel that this meeting is very serious, very tough, very hard to handle
but everyone else seems so excited by it, while i feel its just like a mutual discussion
i cannot be pumped up like the rest do.. and i don realli want to
haha.. exams are coming.. cannot wait for exams to be over..

feel like going thailand. mm.. can we go one year earlier? haha... hahaa..

the pain.. is temporarily
why can't i control the urge to release it
and say something, do something i regret later

hiak mr old grumpy bear
remembers
your wish is just for others to be happy
taking in the grumpiness
and exuberating happiness

her happiness is ur happiness
her sadness translates to 10* ur unhappiness

so remember this =)

make her a happy pretty girl =)

"When will you be home?" she asks
As we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

It wasn't easy for us
We have our differences
I'm not the happy-go-lucky type that you used to think I am
I'm not the big hailer who doesn't think before I talk
Deep inside, I'm the one who treasures really close friends and loved ones
I can talk without thinking when I'm with non-loved ones
But with loved ones, I'm really the emo types

I treasure you so much
I made you my first priority
Treasuring you doesn't mean I want you to change and become who I want you to be
Doesn't mean there're things I expect of you

Maybe there is
Maybe there is this one thing that I really do expect of you
That is for you to be happy
Keeping the smile you carry with you since the first day I met you

My dear little girl
Keep happy
Keep cheerful
Fly on, spread your wings
But take good care of yourself, like I always told you to
If not, know that your bear is always here
Always ready to support you if you ever fall

Love you

When I met you a few weeks back
You were the cheerful, bubbly girl that I took notice of
A smile on the face, a smile that always stays
For even when you stone, the smile seems like it is urging to appear
Few days on, we got to know each other well
The comfort, the ease of talking
Getting to fall for you was not easy
Yet easier than it needs to be
Amazing how things can turn overnight
From a senior junior relationship
To closer than friends
SMSes were a joy then
Not the type that seeps deep into the night
Just the type that make you sleep soundly
The words exchanged
Made me change
Made me change my actions and my thoughts
Made me become myself
Become what I want to be
30 days later.. and the feeling grew stronger
When I mention the 3 words to you
Every word was being meant
Every single letter, every single alphabet
60 days on, 90 days on, infinity.. The words will remain
The feelings will remain
Now and always

The big old grumpy bear has fallen on the 2nd Oct 2007.
since morning, the grumpy bear bears no smile.
he wakes up in the day, the heroically goes to school.
he fought the cold of the campus's aircons for 6 hours
and finally found comfort at the dismissal of class
taken care of by little miss clumsy,
he feels so assured and gladful
defied the caretaker by sneaking off to watch soccer
reasoned by accompaning toon..toon..toon.. toon toon toon toon toon ~~
he is sorry~
but wasn't he glad
to be taken of
in a way he has never experienced before
the simple action of filling water
and rubbbing some long dragon oil (from shixiong)
thanks so much =)

(one more papaya for u!)

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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