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Monday, December 31, 2007'♥

2008 =)

Last person I see b4 the year close ==> my xIaomei
First game I play in 2008 ==> isc
First music I listen to in 2008 ==> cai hong
First person I sms chat w in 2008 ==> xiao wu po
First person who wake me up in 2008 ==> ching hong han
First person who scold me to go back slp in 2008 ==> my mum
First person I tot of in 2008 ==> also my mum
First activity I'm gonna do in 2008 => swimming

Bye 2007

Welcome.. 2008



2007 was a wonderful year
Thank god for everything you have given me this year
All the teachings, lessons, friends, family, health, and happiness
Thank you keming frens, SJI frens, S12 gang, 21 bro, SU14, Horus, Koksters
Thank god =)

derrick blogged @ 7:11 PM



Sunday, December 30, 2007'♥



哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

derrick blogged @ 3:55 AM



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on another note...


I REALLY HATE WEARING SOCKS


I think they are like devils
binding your toes together
making them unable to wriggle

Why issit a common perception that guys should wear shoes
Shoes are accompanied by socks
And because I hate socks, I hate shoes

I shall continue
to wear shoes only when I think its important

But on other occasions, I shall continue to wear slippers

=)

derrick blogged @ 3:36 AM



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When I woke up..
The dream was over
I think we all really tried
But.. sorry.. I'm really sorry
But all of us.. really gave our best

derrick blogged @ 3:33 AM



Friday, December 28, 2007'♥

discovery of the day

sidney sheldon is actually a guy!!!!


hahaha.. i noe this sounds damn lame.. but i always tot this person is a girl.. coz in my memory i see a girl in the cover page of the book chewy lend me the other time.. actually i quite like his stories.. but i don like the many sexual scenes he always put inside. I think sex scenes spoil stories, especially when they are so irrevelant and he doesn't need to elaborate on that. It just spoils the nice and exciting plot that he is always able to build up..

Nevertheless, I'm thinking of getting the 3-in-1 thick book from hereen someday, maybe after i've finish '5 people you meet in heaven', 'tuesday with morrie', and ellyne's french maid thingy..

derrick blogged @ 6:06 AM



Thursday, December 27, 2007'♥

I pray.. for something tonight

I pray not for myself, but for someone special

Someone, who's been by my side for the past 22 years.

Result might be out in 2 more hours

I pray, that my brother will clear his consolidation module

Holy God, please bless him, bless him and let him clear the module

Its one big request, but I have faith, in him, in you.

derrick blogged @ 6:00 AM



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So today turned out to be one super fun and interesting day

Met 3 different people..

The first was my mentor aka ex-classmate aka fella SU14 comm YJ who started bugging me on why I'm in town the moment she met me at the mrt station.. but haha.. it wasn't her day la.. no luck to her!

The third was my bro aka rival-hall-fren aka another SU14 comm aka sports king 06 Ah Heng~.. saw him outside Wisma while I was returning home.. it was so nice to tok to him after we practically lost all contacts during the exams period.. its so weird how come we nv see each other during most part of the sem, not even along the corridors and stairways of our NBS building.. but had to meet in town on post-boxing day.. haha.. he's still the same funny old guy.. deeply immensed in his IH games for hall 2 now.. jiayou ah~

The 2nd is the 'witch'..haha one i called xiao wu po! haha.. it was.. really fun just chit chatting and strolling ard town aimlessly.. passing by shops with no motive of looking at anything.. and noeing how someone is just as BHB as me.. =) and her obasan-ness rily cracks me up..hahaha.. kiddin =)

and on the way back home.. i decided to drop by forum to read a book i always wanted to read but nv did manage to.. 'the five people you meet in heaven'.. but unfortunately after i finish the 1st person.. i started to get sleepy and decided to go home.. but i'll surely head back there again someday.. or days.. till i finish the book... its damn nice!

derrick blogged @ 3:02 AM



Wednesday, December 26, 2007'♥

hahahaha i am damn amused today
was on bus to bb today when i received a call today
guess wat.. i was asked to play rugby for my hall this sunday!!!

and guess wat.. i wana play rugby more den anything..
so i tink i will pangseh ljr and frens
so sorry leh.. as in.. sincerely sorri to pangseh!
but i wana whack somebody down.. so shiork lo the feeling

n tuition will have to be pushed to saturday..
so u can see.. everything can be pushed away
for rugby..hahaha

i can dream of flying and punching some body's tooth out
whacking the stomach till blood spurts
till owsy can be proud of me


hahaha.. okie b4 i get crazy.. i beta go back to scrabble isc..
i'm starting to love scrabble more n more
i want to play isg!

derrick blogged @ 8:37 AM



Tuesday, December 25, 2007'♥

mm.. haven been blogging for the past few days.. dono issit because I feel tired of blogging.. or issit because I am too tired.. I think its the later one.. coz I've been playing really alot these days

On sunday nite I went back hall to modern jazz with same peeps.. toon bryan and sweelee.. den after that I went back room and continue to play ISC.. haha I'm glad I still have ISG to look forward to, else I wun have any motivation to play ISC anymore. and anyway I play till 7am before going to sleep..

The next day morning.. I went off for lunch at taka with my fav juniors.. Zhiling, Ellyne, Bryan, Sinyee.. and Paul join us after that.. it was a super filling one.. coz we ate at crystal jade and end off with a xmas cake.. so full that I couldn't eat anymore for the whole day after that.. but apparently ZL still could so I guess she must have a big stomach. hahaaa.. but meeting them is fun.. I seldom keep in contact with juniors. so they r my fav batch of jnrs already

Den my S12 clique came my place for xmas celebration in the evening.. my xiaomei and yimei tzehui came early to do sushi.. I let them have the kitchen and stood by supervising them.. under my wonderful supervision and skillful keeling of rice, the sushi were made.. den melvin, keegan and kerwei came over with a giantic '3'kg turkey that became 1 kg after it was put into the oven.. the roasting was super suka.. until we also suka suka take out, yimei suka suka slice it, and we suka suka eat it.. until 3/4 of the turkey was left.. I wonder how come everybody was like me..super full that nite.. the risk was fun.. and I just love my xiaomei's JiAyOu massage handle lo.. it let us win countless risk battles.. and just look damn cute la.. the nite ended with a jian gui 10 movie that I fell asleep..haha just like the last time when keegan and melvin came over my place.. aiyah.. I just can't stay awake forcefully.. my bio clock got limit one lo.. nice day..


Then today started at 1.30pm.. went to my uncle's house.. so glad to noe that my uncle finally gonna be a father. I dono why I don feel close to any of my younger cousins at all.. its like.. I got nothing to tok to them about.. and I can only tok to some of my older uncles and aunties.. and though their topics were very intellectual.. I somehow preferred a more humourous one.. and lucky I got a 20ties aunt who could still tok to us in our language.. hahaha now this is wat I call a generation gap

then it was movie with dearie senior.. haha the I din noe alvin n chipmunk started some 50 years ago.. n I nv hear of simon and thiodore b4! but thiodore is like damn cute la.. typifies wat I wanna my baby to be in the future.. fat! .. very fat!!!... very very very fat!!!!!!..hahahah eat and eat.. cheeks super puffy.. like damn cute la.. jackson u'll love such a baby lo.. so fat.. so chubby.. scully next time ur baby also like that! hahaha
mm its the umpteen time walking back with senior.. and the umpteen time watching movie at the same theatre.. its becoming a routine every 2 festive a year.. a routine that I hope will continue over the years

Tmr is finally rest day.. and meeting someone for chit chat after that.. kinda look forward to it


I hope.. school can restart soon.. there's so much I look forward to.. hurry hurry hurry!!
And reading the hall 6 forum on scrabble made me feel so... inspired.. inspired to lead the team again next year..but now i don even noe if i want to stay next year.. don even noe if i can play next year.. i want to go smu.. i really want to go smu with some friends for 1 whole sem next year.. pple like qingfu, honghan etc..and if i go i dono if i can get the hall place to play for them anot.. and maybe i'm really not gd enuff.. i cannot beat >50% of hall 13 pple.. how to play for the team and get the gold medal.. that so many of them crave for.. its so weird.. its just a board game.. but how come the feelings that so many pple put for it is so much more than that for other games.. i understand how andri feels now.. last time.. even though we keep saying we wan we wan.. but wat if we lose again.. the sucky feeling come back again.. i read thru the hall 6 website and saw wat i wrote, wat i expect for the team.. and we fail to reach there.. =(.. try again next year?~!


boo.. shall stop tinking of it.. hope tmr will be a nice nite =) this yr's xmas rocks

derrick blogged @ 10:28 AM



Sunday, December 23, 2007'♥

So it all ended.. like this

It came so fast.. and it ended so fast

The process went really well.. from a group of unknowns

We got pretty close through the process

The 2 days we spent together.. playing for each other

Fighting for each other..

Its 2 days I will never forget


Last year we came close..

This year we went even closer..

Like.. just that little small step.. before the end

But we fell again.. this time to hall 13

Who were probably the favourites throughout the competition..

The saddest thing was that we proved we could beat them during the prelims

But we couldn't do the same when it came down to the crunch match


But its the end.. and the team rocks

Thanks everyone for the support!!


Next up.. ISG.. NBS NBS NBS!


haha.. we are.. damn strong!

derrick blogged @ 1:05 AM



Friday, December 21, 2007'♥

God bless us tomorrow

It is like last year

We came so close

But we falter at the penultimate stage



This time

It is our best ever chance

It is our strongest ever team



I said it at the start

That we will win it this year

We train like no other games do

We train 6 hours a day

5 days a week


Tomorrow is the day of reckoning

Believe in ourselves

Believe we can do it

Believe miracle can happen


Tomorrow is going to be the day

The gloriest day in hall 6 history

First ever gold in that arena

First ever..in the history of hall 6


Gambatte!

derrick blogged @ 9:41 AM



Thursday, December 20, 2007'♥

Tonight's gathering at jackie's house was great

From the winning eleven (where I kena a 5 match losing streak thanks to arsehole Chewbacca), to the potluck where we ate till we could take it no more, to playing some guess words name, to playing some acting game (Xiaoting is actress of the year and Chewbacca is actor of the yr.. so predictable)...haha and now i'm back in hall

Scrabble competition tomorrow.. but I don care.. meeting up with 21 bros and some sisters is more impt!

derrick blogged @ 7:37 AM



Wednesday, December 19, 2007'♥

I think we are all like... damn tired..
JR's voice sounded like he's burnt out
Qf sounds tired too
N me.. I just woke up from nap.. with my contacts on.. too tired.. all too tired

Had breakfast with birthday gal Zhiling at JP this morning.. it was nice eating with her outside sch.. and surprisingly we both woke up at 8+..

Going off to jackie's house soon.. shag.. shagger.. shaggiest.. shagged

derrick blogged @ 9:16 PM



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woohooo..

I finally start my personal shopping for Dec.. after I finished part of my christmas and birthday shopping yesterday
This time I went Queensway with Jonathan after our tennis session. Seriously I like the bag I bought.. even though it might be a little bit short.. but I still like it.. and I've been looking for a bag for damn long.. so I'm glad I finally get it sorted out.. Billy ur bag's zip is spoilt already! but i'll still keep it ah! =)

I rily enjoyed the tennis session this morning, even though we only play for one hour.. coz someone old already.. stamina not that good already..hahah rite!? we shld play more.. next time we can be like roger federer and rafael nadal... den I be roger federer.. so u'll always lose to me..hahaha

And my roomie is hooked to the virtual tennis game on his new bought psp.. he's sleeping later den me now.. oh my god!

Scrabble was xiong today.. but I'm damn happy because a few seniors came back.. and my fav snr Chong Fen even bought bubble tea for me! thanks so much!!!

And playing doubles with Jinglun against ChongFen and Lianti rocks.. because I think we r on a better and more similar level den compared to last year, so it was competitive yet not too tough.. so I really enjoyed it alot alot today!!

Okie going to have an early night.. meeting ZL for breakfast tmr.. happy birthday girl! bet u r busy replying all ur bday wishes now

And then going for Jackson's potluck party at his place, before coming back for final day of scrabble practise

Jiayou scrabble team!jiayou! our last chance.. our last hope!!! jiayou!!

on a side note.. PSC reminded the rec side to rmm to keep the players at all cost today.. I wonder if i have to stay in hall next year.. I dono if I can stay because I din commit to alot of events.. I dono if I want to stay because I can save the money.. I dono if I need to stay because I want to go SmU with koksters pple for full exchange.. I dono if I have obligation to stay because of scrabble.. I dono they will want me to stay anot.. so many dono.. dono dono dono..hahaha just dono...

Nice day =)!

derrick blogged @ 9:58 AM



Tuesday, December 18, 2007'♥

I went JP with qingpy to shop for some xmas presents today
We went to courts.. and I saw this




















I was seconds away from buying this pillow..
which also happens to be something I've been wanting to get since some time ago
But I decided against buying it in the end
Maybe because I hope someday I will get it for myself

It's really comfortable to hug
Especially if its under cold temperature
Its like cold and comforting


So I put it back..

And got another softtoy for ******* instead!

Haha.. I dono if that person will like it, but both me and QF think that person will

derrick blogged @ 9:26 AM



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YaYY.. so it has ended
hahaha.. it has been quite fun on the whole
even though they were a few hipcups on the way

The morning started badly..
Me n Jianliang were sitting at the back of the cab, when I suddenly notice the cab fare rising exponentially.. and I tot my eyes were playing tricks on him.. den both of us started to notice that the fare is rising 20cents per go, and at the same frequency as usual.. so we got a shocked.. and together with the surcharge, the total fare to the zoo cost us $15!!

The weather was fine.. even though they were a small threat of rain, but as was during last wk's mwh zoo trip, it din exactly rain heavily, so thank god for that (yes JL, I prayed to
Buddha, Jesus, Alah, and whatever god there are)!

Taking care of them is super super duper tiring.. esp since my class has a few fighters.. they realli like to fight, but as was during yesterday, one of them cried after fighting.. so WTH.. fight still want to cry. arghh

Leaving them wasn't as sad as last wk, probably coz my class this time round was very very naughty, and brought me alot of anger every now and then.. but there are some nice kids like Doreen.. who resembled Huishi of last wk.

Okiee going scrabble soon =)~

derrick blogged @ 3:05 AM



Monday, December 17, 2007'♥

Freaking Hell!!!!!
So damn angry!!!
U think I want to scream one issit??
Ask them sit down and freaking hell listen
They only know how to run about and punch each other
Ask them to shut up, their noises is overwhelming
Make myself shout, as if I enjoy shouting?
Like JL says, realli feel like slapping some of them at times
Want to fight, don cry
Want to cry, don fight
Want to play, want to bully, don wan to get bullied
How old already!!!
Freaking hell!
Not just one, not just two, but a freaking 8 or 9 of them
All like that
All the same pattern
And I get blamed not not knowing how to control them
But how do I control them?
When they are climbing all over me?
I shout till my throat is sore



I hope tomorrow will be a better day





just let it be over
stop it already
stop it already plss..

derrick blogged @ 3:06 AM



Sunday, December 16, 2007'♥

Back in hall today
To watch the man u liverpool match
Man U won pool 1-0
kinda happy.. but though the crowd had alot of familiar faces, i dono most of them well
din like the sight of one too
=(
i realise i keep modern jazzing these few days
not that i really enjoy it
im just looking for something to do
but rily, i will have been equally happy in hall
chatting with friends
catching up with old ones
and new ones
and tokkin to roomie

haha why does so many pple think i'm not close to my roomies?
we have been close since army days
when the 21sa brothers were always with each other and playing around
we are always in bcs slacking and bitching around
when qingpy is always typing and entertaining the ang and then trigon
we are always playing winning eleven
even almost joined some competition
me n jackie! but the competition never happened.. wat a waste!

and back to qingpy.. i'm typing all these but i tink he never ever visit my blog!
in fact i don tink he read anybody's blog..hahahaha

going work with him n jianliang tmr, and with geri and yk too
hope tmr will be a fun day
i rily luv kids
even though i like to complain abt their craziness
but i still like them
n i'm gonna be a nice teacher tmr, hope they don bully me anymore

i was trying to bath just now
but the water was too cold so i wash myself with water and stop there
and as i did so
i kinda miss some people
the ubin trip.. i rily like going out with u all leh
can just tok crap and no one will say anything

i've learnt so much over this one year, how to love, how to treat friends, how to protect, how to atone, how to admit, how to appreciate
xmas is coming.. this is the most important year of my life

i wonder how many nice movies there are this xmas
i've watched warlord with koksters
supposed to watch one on xmas day n one on boxing day
n maybe one w horus?
national treasures.. alvin n chipmunk?! pui.. haha.. and wat else??
i want fighting shows.. i want to be jet li.. so damn cool

or like andy lau.. u come.. u come.. punch ur mouth 10 big times! hahaha
n i want sch to reopen. coz i wana see u guys everyday.. rily fun lo.. can laugh 24/7
and to **: not possible la!! or i dono..? maybe?? dono??

i still haven meet with lc zw n js
and hj.. don back out on 28th ah

17: work + scrabble
18: work + scrabble
19: tennis + scrabble
20: 21 bros
21: scrabble + scrabble
22: scrabble + scrabble

who wana come down to watch
who wana come down to support!

derrick blogged @ 10:38 AM



Saturday, December 15, 2007'♥

I just read a post from my friend's blog.. made me so happy and amused


From Teng Yi Mei:
(after her birthday celebration last nite with keegan and gang at Ai Qin Hai)

To sum up yest, nice frenz + nice songs > make Yimei a duper happy gal...ps: kerwei, im sry if u felt a bit left out, hope u had enjoyed yourself...or nxt time stick to derrick more coz he can tok abt anything one, anytime and anywhere...he juz has the unique talent...Some funny things which happen yest...derrick tried to exhibit his powerful chinese...he sd he is gg to 发奋途强 for his next semester...so as not to 一落千丈...then minting proceed to ask if he know 一落千丈 meaning...and he sd it means ka bong...which is like super funny w his animated expression...so we requested for more...he obliged but ask to describe wat though i tink he is looking ard the place to see if he gt inspiration for more chinese idioms instead of 风和日丽, 花好月圆 as proclaimed by minting....in e end guess wat, he described us as 这些猪狗朋友 *faint* which is super familar coz i recall seeing in melvin blog...but somehow e wrds frm derrick's mouth is like v funny coz e way he sd it...i muz realli thk him for brightening up everyone moods...esp tian, han and minting who were super tired after wrk...it is a pity that melvin couldnt join us but dun wry k, im sure we will hv this kind of outing again...super luv it, totally enjoyed myself...


just super amused la.. that I can make people happy with my ignorance
I think the kokster gang like to do this on me too.. until weilong's appearance!! he he he!
aiyah.. I think I just like to make people happy, even if its at my sake.
Wo bu zhong yao, wo sheng bang de ren kai xin jiu hao le!

derrick blogged @ 7:41 AM



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A surge of thought came to me over the last few hours

I am sorry for everything
Sorry for making your tears, sorry for making you angry
I've handled it rashly, and poorly
I have been really lousy in this

Maybe we are just not fated
Fate has gave us a twist
But it was nice knowing you
Thanks for everything

I trust you =)
I was in the wrong
I seek forgiveness
From everyone affected

A million sorries
Will not resolve a wrongdoing
I shall step back now

Everything should have started and ended more nicely
My irrational self took over me
Until today, until I finally receive the hearing
Until today, finally I grow and learnt

Forgive me
For I have received retribution for a wrongdoing lasting a year back
This time round, I seek for forgiveness
and seek you to find happiness

This is not an emo post
This is a rational post
I've covered the hole

I can only continue mumblin
That I am sorry
I seek your forgiveness
And hope you achieve happiness early

Be safe
Be safe
Be safe
Be safe






Screw the 'passerby'
whoever you are
Nothing seems to be going right
Things keep getting worse already
So who the hell are you
Don step inside plssss

derrick blogged @ 7:09 AM



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I am tired
I am the worst person in the world
But I am tired
I hope I can wake up too
And forget about everything
Believing I can have selected memories
Believing that 1/2 a year of my life never existed
I dono wat to say
Other than
I've only tried my best
Tried with my best conscious..

derrick blogged @ 1:57 AM



Friday, December 14, 2007'♥

Back from ming ge

The songs there were really nice

derrick blogged @ 8:01 AM



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group goes past hall * room

tiong girl (moaning)
tiong guy: call me huang di

group(tapping on door and shouting) huang di huang di huang di huang di
(group run away)



OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.. WAT SHIT..WAT SHIT WAT SHIT.. WAT CRAZY PPLE THERE ARE IN NTU..WAT CRAZY PPLE THERE ARE IN HALL..HAHAHA WAT CRAZY TIONGS.. ARE THEY CRAZY..HAHAHA THEIR FANTASY IS TO BE HUANG DI? MACHIAM LIKE THEIR GIRL IS THE MAID.. WAT U CALL IT? GONG NU AH..HAHAHA BUT WAT SHIT ..
WAT SHIT WAT SHIT WAT SHIT WAT SHIT WAT SHIT

derrick blogged @ 12:59 AM



Thursday, December 13, 2007'♥

omg it turned out much beta den i tot it will
it was realli great fun day
every bad thoughts went out from my mind
just enjoyed myself immensely there
maybe like they say, its the coy that counts
so thankss soooo much u noe who for accompaning me
though it was damn tiring towards the end
but it was real fun rite?

i'm starting to prefer carrom to scrabble
playing scrabble is becoming a chore, a ritual, i will realli rather play carrom now
hope the next few days will come fast
as much as i'm meeting everyone i like to meet now, there's still some sec frens that i can't meet
n i rily cannot make it for ljr's soccer! i'm not free on weekend mornings one!

and i want to stop mahjong already, it has no longer become a fun thing for me
i really want to stop already
and just spend some quality time with my best roomie
today's mahjong was just cursed
hope u guys just wun say anything about it out
the games were.. just cursed

every sat to mwh, anyone wana go? just ask hz or robin~ they will tell u how nice it was today.. and like we were saying.. build karma.. so we can pass all our tests with flying colours..hahaha okie kiddin that's not the pt.. but it was fun.. like just fun

gonna be another long day tmr, morning frisbee maybe? den afternoon go job briefing with qf, den at nite probably meet je-bp-anywhere gang for a drink. christmas gonna come, i haven buy all the presents that i am supposed to get. hahaha.. how to find a time to buy??? but must buy must buy!

tmr is 15th already.. 16th can meet my favourite groups.. zhen de hen xiang kan dao ni men.. =)

derrick blogged @ 8:33 AM



Wednesday, December 12, 2007'♥

Thankssssssssssssssssssss so much for coming to eat dinner with me today
It realli rocks man.. haha I know u must be missing NTU now
NTU rocks rite!!! its like this small little island that is dark at nite, with a few lamppost to light it up. But during certain seasons, it will be bust with people. I can't wait for school to reopen, think it'll be more fun this yr. NTU and NBS rocks my world!

its 12++ I am going to sleep soon. I hope I don oversleep tonite..hahaha and looking forward to after the driving tmr too~ oh yeah

derrick blogged @ 8:22 AM



Tuesday, December 11, 2007'♥

I rily luv them.. they are so cute actually..
Guys and girls alike, their happiness and cheerfulness rubbed off me, and made me exasperated and happy every single second of the time.
I hope we will still be able to keep contact.. at least with a few of them, and see them again in the future.. and I hope a couple of them will be back next week again when we go to the zoo!

Speaking of zoo.. jonnnn I think I mite not be able to make it coz of my test on thurs, but nevertheless I'll try to see if I can find a way to go down for it, and maybe bring a few of my friends along.

And now its back to planning timetable.. oh man it is SOOOOOOOO SCREWED. the koksters timetable is like all messed!!! aND oWhZ WHAT DID YOU TELL ME LAST NITE?... 'aiyah.. we wun leave you alone one'.. den this morning.. 'byebye'!!! hahahahaha.. u n hh n pangseh king and queen, and damn sad the rest of them screw up too.. next sem I give u all chionging registration lesson.. but on a higher note, at least i tink we will all see one another every now and then ba.. maybe different class also good, can meet more pple.. we seems to meet new gd friends in nbs every single sem! I wonder who it will be next yr, koksters expansion pack.





I received a call from you a few days ago, but I wasn't at home, so I couldn't talk to you properly. I couldn't get my point across to you, and maybe that wasn't really my point, as in I din exactly mean what I say, but partially I still meant it.. I don even noe if u r reading this anyway.. and I still wana noe if I noe what the truth u are seeking for is. If I noe, and I tink I noe what it is, I will surely tell u nothing but the truth. Been trying to pick up enough courage to call you these few nites, but I fall short every nite. I err and I cannot forgive myself enough for that, and I have no reason to make you forgive me. Shall try one last time tonight, but I expect nothing but scolding and more err for just searching. What I am doing I noe not, and I noe you noe not what I am doing, not that I realli dono wat I'm doing, but I dono wat exactly am I trying to do. Winding back a line that has been caught in the stone, I think that is it.



derrick blogged @ 12:38 AM



Monday, December 10, 2007'♥

I took the a class of 21 kids for a day today, and I was supposed to teach them about Solar Power. The lesson was supposed to include 3 main experiments and a few teachings about uses and characteristics of solar power. But the students soon got rowdy and started to play alot.. though there were some nice one like Derek and Huishi, but there were a wholeeeee lot of playful ones!

After a few hours of being 'guai', they started showing their true colours and I felt like a piece of dead pig being gobbled up by a pack of wolves. They followed me everywhere I go and bombarded me with all sorts of questions, about solar power, forcing me to liste to their jokes, forcing me to listen to riddles, asking about my personal life etc etc etc.. I nearly went mad.. I went to the other room and abt 10 kids followed me to continue disturbing me. At one point I got very mad at them because they were running out of the level and scolded them. There was even a point when I screamed at them for purposely pouring water outside me and Qf's classrooms. But I think no matter how scared they were for their momentary few seconds, they always return to disturb us after a short while.. making me damnnnn tired.. and damnnnn shagged

But in the midst of all, I discovered how happy they were, and for that few hours, they completely blow me off all my worries and unhappiness. They made me realise how easy it was to be happy when we were young, and made me happy because I think they rily liked me alot! Even got one ask me for my friendster, and another one ask for me blog. And a few of them are realli adorable..like tmr Huimin and Huishi desperately want to be in the same group, so today they kowtow to me.. hahaha but too bad they refuse to sing for me~ so i shall not fulfill their dreams! =)

I think I will miss them after tomorrow, even though they are THAT naughty, THAT playful, THAT noisy, but how do I not miss them after tomorrow.. I think I'll miss them just as much as I'll miss my OG horus if I don meet them every now and then. I was quite happy to hear that most of them are going, even some rare ones like wanting and amanda whom I happen to see these few days are going! It'll be so fun!


On another note, scrabble IHRG is coming.. training gonna step up, probably everyday. Though I don rily show it in training, I realli want to win it for the hall, because I wan the seniors to go off happily and proudly, not with a regret after 4 years of failed attempt. So.. JIAYOU!


mm.. good luck for ur driving =) Hope the chain will bring u luck =)

derrick blogged @ 7:38 AM



Saturday, December 08, 2007'♥

I'm super super super duper sorry.. Sorry for troubling you.. I really meant to leave house early to join u for a swim and you all after that.. wo zhen de heng bu hao yi shi...

derrick blogged @ 11:07 PM



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died of shagness this morning.. tuitions are such a chore.. I admit that I do not enjoy giving tuition as much as I do in the past, especially when there are some students who keep adjusting the time, and keep trying to find reason to do this and that during tuition. If they are not motivated, how do I keep myself motivated donig something I already do not like?

I'm blogging from apple's house.. playing with her, andy and her bro.. going back tonite to watch soccer

On the way here, I overheard an old man telling her playgirl about his younger life, and how he uses his money to get all girls from those dirty places. If Singapore is without law, I will surely slap him and ask him if he thinks money is everything, such a disgusting guy, disgusting old man, his proudness made him 10 times more disgusting

Supposed to rest at home tomorrow, but got last min badminton with JEBP gang.. still contemplating to go for the 'sousa exhila bla bla' the hall 6 preIh bbq la.. after the badminton, or come back home to pei family and rest.. Actually I dono who to tell this to, but I really feel very tired, the playings are putting a huge tonne of stress of me. Suddenly, I just want to rest, have one whole day of sleep, and I will be re-generated.

*got a nice project mate for BnF mod next sem.. best thing I have before the sem starts* =)
u must tok kok with me every single second throughout the lesson k?

On a side note, today is the 450th day.. dono if u r reading this.. hope u r living well.. reading thru the archives brought back alot of memories.. alot of knowings that I never thought of before, that I never knew before. I'm still growing up, but I think I should be grown-up already, why din I grow up one year earlier =) But I will be happy.. u be too
WC: Take care and haf fun in Taiwan.. lookin forward to next sat =)

derrick blogged @ 3:52 AM



Friday, December 07, 2007'♥

morning 930 (derrick sleeping)

student's mum: ..............................................
derrick: uh uh uh
student's mum:.....................................
derrick: orh...orh..
student's mum: are you sleeping? did i wake u up?
derrick: (plucking up all his strength) NO!
student's mum: ......................................
derrick: ya..ya..ya
student's mum: ......................
derrick: orh...arh..
student's mum: student says he like you and wants you to continue teaching him
derrick: (forcing a smile) oh! (your son rawks too) oh..
student's mum: .................................
derrick: orh..ah (faintingz)
student's mum: okie.... bye bye
derrick: (forcing an awoken tone) OKIE! BYE!



*super irritated*
*don't call me in the morning*

derrick blogged @ 5:57 PM



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Does anyone wants to bring old folks to the zoo this coming thursday? 12.30-5.30pm

Care for them, like you want to be cared for when you are old =)

derrick blogged @ 10:32 AM



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大海茫茫
這個世界
一定會有屬與我的天堂

I'm really glad I din succumb to my lazy legs and miss the outing with the JE-BP=) gang.
Although we were caught underage and have to wait 1 more year before entering the castle,
catching up and spending time together at the swing was still fun
It is amazing how fate can bring friends together, and we have actually known each other for 6 years. I believe that friendships grow over time, and I am glad we are still meeting up. I hope I entertained u all with my rubbishy poems and chim philosophical thinkings.. and I still maintain that I don't lie, because my 'lies' are obvious 'lies' which means actually I never lie. Haha.. chim right?? =)

24th party hope can see everyone there~ This is going to be the best xmas I ever had. I can meet the 21 brothers (and some sisters) at Jackie's house, Koksteroxzz at dono whose house (my house want?), je-BUKIT PANJANG clique~, and let's see if we can have another horus gathering then..

And looking forward to next wk, got scrabble, working with Qingpy and YongKiat, driving test, (Yes zhiling stop luffing if u r reading this), countless mahjongs and 6am supper with Horus Gamblers, Sunday soccer with JR and gang, Ubin and Fishing with the kok pple, Tuitions with lovely kids (=(=(, and a nice finale~ steamboat with my favs!!!






I have learnt to grow up
I have learnt to treasure those who treasure me
I have learnt to believe in fate
I have learnt to love

Learning to love will bring peace to your heart
So I am glad
I have learnt



p.s. going to lie on my bed, and just concuss like this, I've had lesser sleep these days den during exam periods!

derrick blogged @ 8:58 AM



Wednesday, December 05, 2007'♥

This is the 151st post of my blog..
I remember going for the SJI 150th anniversary dinner with LC and gang during sec 2 (just so random)

Happy Birthday Chewbacca!! hahaha.. it was really great meeting up with the siao gang today.. and dono why everytime I meet them, i feel so happy becoz the convo is always so rubbishy and so funny.. luv them man.. can't wait for next sunday to play soccer with them, and 20th christmas party~

just had mahjong with charles jinhan and bryan.. and supped with charles bryan and sin yee.. gonna sleep now. the time is 5.55am. I hope I can wake up in time to meet kkkssssss.. don wana be late in meeting them.. I'm a very puntuate person, contrary to what TY thinks!!! hahahah

sleeping time!

derrick blogged @ 7:40 AM



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It has been raining all day long.. from the moment i woke up till now.. which is 5.45pm. I wonder how I'm going to leave hall later to meet chewbacca and gang.. and Qingfu is not going cause he needs to accompany Xiaoting who has fallen ill (get well soon!).. and to all my working friends.. pls be careful on the way back home.. don get drenched by the stupid rain hor!

okie its 6 already.. gonna go bath den go out le.. (bath le still gotta get drenched wat!! damn!!)

anyway i was watching this person playing a game den ACCIDENTALLY saw him msging his gf (baby, i'm packing up now, leaving soon) when he was still happily playing game.. I think we should never lie to anyone, be it friends or family or anything.. I'm against White Lies (from now), haha I think lying is not good leh.. like if I lie to my mum that I'm going sch for sch work when I'm actually there to play, even though it's harmless but if my mum discover that I'm lying, she'll surely feel WTH...

happie to meet them ksssss tmr =)

3 hrs of fun =) hahaha

derrick blogged @ 1:45 AM



Monday, December 03, 2007'♥

I saw a big black dog at the bus stop today!
A big black furry dog with no chain!
So tempted to bring it back home =)~

derrick blogged @ 8:45 PM



Saturday, December 01, 2007'♥




White Goldfish





Hanging Goldfish





Black Goldfish






Wall Goldfish


derrick blogged @ 9:02 AM



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Yoz pple.. just wana share with u all some amazing discoveries I made today
Mite be common knowledge to u all, but kinda amazing to me!

1) Goldfishes have a 3 second memory, and its for this reason that they will continue to eat whatever you feed them, because they wouldn't remember what they have just eaten.

I once kept a few goldfishes.. and I keep feeding them because they keep eating, so I thought that they aren't full yet. Eventually, all of them became very very fat. One day when I came home, one of them had actually jumped out onto the table, while the others were lying dead, probably due to over-fattiness.

2) There is something called a white goldfish. I 'heard' that you can 'grow' them out by keeping a goldfish in a dark environment for a long period of time

3) By mixing the white goldfish and a golden goldfish, you can get a mixed colour goldfish (This sounds absurb though)

Amazing Discovery
Amazing Boi

Signing off
HB =)

derrick blogged @ 8:39 AM



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woohoo! my saturday has just been made.. by something realli small

was watching soccer and having supper with my brother at a nearby coffeeshop when i met tecklun and huijuan, my og mates from last yr's hall FOC. And almost immediately (like 1 sec later), my dear cousin Ah Yan tapped me on the shoulder~ wat a surprise..

anyway it turned out tl and hj were there because something happened to hj's family.. got jacked by some crazy guy.. so she was staying over at her elder sister's place.. we haven been chatting peacefully since the last FOC, so i'm kinda glad to see them.. haha wind back one year ago, our OG Pathos.. which supposed to symbolise 'LOVE'. Actually everyone there is nice.. and I especially miss my bro Anselm and TeckLun.. together we are like 3 tall sticks in the OG..haha and not forgetting the NUM guy Chris.. and HJ, HQ etc etc.. i tink we'll find time to meet up this dec.. and it turned out that the 2 of them have been mugging realli hard since they left hall.. haha will leaving hall make u mug harder>! I should have been mugging at home this exam if not for the kokster meeting up everyday to study at NIE

Anyway I still wana go KUSU island and Sister island this holiday.. haha I got no living memories of these 2 islands even though somehow I feel I've been there before.. so yep 30 days for me to find a day there~~ hehee!!

~craving to swim tmr~

derrick blogged @ 7:34 AM








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