can't help..but feel kinda happy bout the upcoming days..

bout tmr..

bout the upcoming wks..

i tot i can go sajc for $1.50 ba chou mee tmr..

but how can i forget it has already changed to RVHS??

can't believe i'll be eating with pple i got totally no link to

so maybe i'll go psa and eat in solitary

wat a word.. solitary =)

Felt totally stunned this morning.. n I meant 3-4am that kind of morning
I woke up.. tinking that its a Friday morning, and silently congratulate myself that its just one more day of work to weekend.
N only to start thinking after that whether it is already a Saturday, or a Friday.

I understood why I had this uncertainty already. N that is because I came back home rite after work yesterday! So because of this lack of play after the last day of work, I am feeling mentally disturbed.

N the Samsung guy is causing me to feel even more mentally disturbed. Because of him, I had to postpone my tuition from this morning to tmr afternoon. I had to spend money taking cab down w QF to FICO sports hub later. I had to stupidly waste my morning away. I had to sacrifice my mei's muffin. N all because of a Samsung Technician.

Kind of.. looking forward to next week. 5 more weeks to go. Finished a few shows already. anymore show? anymore show?

Okie the technician is here

If I am God
If I have the power
To create a world
I will create one
Where everyone can freely say
What he or she has to say
Where everyone can freely feel
What his or her heart says
Where everyone can freely know
What the other person think

Why is it so hard for me to express myself
I hate saying out things
I love keeping things to myself
Maybe because of this
Many people feel, that they can not noe me well
After a while, they stop trying. Or maybe they stop bothering.

I wonder at times
Whether I really do not want to say or show
Or maybe I just do not dare to face myself
To convince myself of who I am
Everyone has a different side to themselves
Certain secrets, certain stories that only they themselves know

I hope, like everyone else
To have someone who knows everything about me
Who knows every stories regarding me
Does such a person exist?
Maybe, the person does.
But again, I do not dare to convince myself that such a person exist
Because I do not know for sure

Sidetracking it, maybe that is why I like Maths, more than any other subjects
Because it gives a fixed answer
Either you know it, either you get it correct
Or you don't
And you will know it, because the answer lies somewhere

If I want something
If I want to know something
Maybe, I really have to go forward, to find the answer

In life, we meet many people
Everyone we meet is a God's creation
Fate
From the many people on Earth, we got to know a few people
And a few, we call friends
It is sufficient for me
To know who I care for, and who I'm gladful to know
As to who feel that similar way
I.. still doesn't want to know


This is purely for my own consumption =)
I am Happy now by the way

life's good~

sometimes.. when you least expect stuffs.. and just let things take its course

life can be so much happier~.. i feel i'm so much happier these days..

whether its with work, or pr~.. everything feels nicer nowadays

and I'm still very glad I'm working in CBD area.. coz everyone is there.. and its nice and easy to meet up with people I want to

a long long time ago.. a close fren once told me that i'm the happy-go-lucky kinda person.. but i lost that when i start to bother about too many things

i tink i'm getting back to the original h-g-l guy le~..

i want a shirt.. h-g-l~


i tink dbs staffs are soo nice.. they offer me clothes.. towels.. jackets.. when i get drenched.. why they never ask me go home to rest? hahaha..

wat a day!

i rily got the mc i've been praying for for the past few days! haha.. i started sneezing ard noon time and was asked by one of the perm staff to see the dbs doctor.. n he kindly gave me a half day mc to go back n rest.. so it was lunch with chee b4 i head home

n to tink of it.. i was just kidding with my mei ytd to pass me her flu..den i get it today le!.. mm.. thank you? and we even share deserts at 'ji de chi' (remember to eat!)..haha anyway so funny.. we were saying.. how did we walk to chinatown from shenton way? haha.. although i rily keep sneezing after i see the doctor (more often den b4 i see him), but it provided me with a much needed break to sleep at home and go out with my mum

den we went to this audio house n bought a tv.. so happy over it.. coz now i can watch tv in my room and hibernate there.. maybe lock myself up.. and ask my mum to leave food outside the room everyday..haha like some zi bi de hai zi

got a new tuition assignment today.. starting this wkend.. though im quite tired.. but.. i must survive~

Wat a way to start off the weekend!

Went down for soccer with jr and co. at Fajar but as qf rightly predicted, it started raining soon after we reach the place. N the rain this time is the not small small drizzle, but the big rain with sounds of thunder. N since we were already there, we went ahead to play in the rain, and the water-logged-court. Although it was cooling playing in the rain, but I kinda felt a headache with the raindrops hitting my head non-stop. By the time we stopped, the rain had already ceased.. how ironic.

Then it was off for a drink w qf before my most hated thing occur yet again.

I went home planning to change for my tuition which I was supposed to go in abt an hour's time, but no one was at home, and I din bring key coz I din noe they will be going out. And my bro did not pick up my call despite me making >10 calls to him.. argh.. in the end luckily my sis was at home so I went to her place and took my bro-in-law's clothes to change. The 2-hr tuition felt pretty long, and I was dying to go back home to sleep..

So now I'm back home, with an injured ankle.. going to sleep le! =)~ Can't be happier :)

Finally another week of PA is over.

The last day of the week ended nice, with lunch with my NTU-mentor in Raffles place, which was followed by coffee at Spalleti, and then a slow walk back to Raffles MRT. After which I was unsure if I can figure out the way back to my DBS office in time cause I took nearly 1 hr 50 min for lunch le, so I took train back and rushed back, only to find only 2 or 3 people there.. as usual =P

Then it was dinner with koksters at Raffles Place again. It put an end to a long long working week, in which I had nothing to do, and did more PR talking and getting to know the people there, with only a cumulative of less den 5 hrs spent on learning I suppose. But there is this Dai Lim who is very nice, and she put in half an hour or so to teach me about their trade products everyday. I admit the stuffs there are not easy to understand, and made me realise how important every decision they make are, because they have to be liable and responsible for every deal they close, their pipeline they make, and every risk of the deal causing the company to suffer losses. And of course there is this guy Ming Chiang, who is really like my easiest-to-talk-to senior cum colleague there, who brings me out for coffee very often, and we can talk about everything from work, to school, to soccer, and to our ambitious.

There are many more there whom I am not that close to yet, but who nevertheless have been very helpful in helping me to settle down there. The only problem remaining, which is the original problem, is the lack of work, lack of utilisation for me, in my opinion. Please.. give me more work to do, any type of work, I need to work, I cannot stand having nothing to do!

Meanwhile, there are some things which have been troubling me. Not exactly troubling, but just.. making me abit disturbed. A combination of me and abit of other people. I hope one day, I can be completely free from all troubles, and be the person everyone wants me to be. Thanks for listening to me, and hearing me out *oinkz* =)

Looking forward to next wed's lunch w a close friend.. =) may everything goes well.

I hadn't posted for a long time..

But I want to remember this day. 3/6/08

I met up with my 2nd 'family'. Had my 2 buddies in.. mel and kee.. had meiz n mt.. n my *oinkz* meiz who fell tired.. at the wrong time.. haha
mm.. so we went out suddenly on a wkday evening.. and out till 1+am..
sometimes.. the best pple to be with.. is the pple u've been with for the longest time.

i am a genuine believer that time build up friendships.. and the trust within us..
so im just so happy that after so many yrs.. we r still so happy and close within each other. =)

very happy =) **
thx mel, kee, meiz, mt, sis

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Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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