i want to watch f1!!! damnit!!!!
suddenly... super duper hyper giam!!!!!

Some random things..

The happy times from the past few days have settled in.. its back to normal =)

Thank you for the 4 days there..it was very fun =)

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Been reading the papers there every morning..

Wondering what is happening to wall street, and whether IB will cripple permanently from these happenings.

Its probably a classic example of how fragile the world is. All it takes it for one to let go, and the rest will follow, showing us the world is intertwined, and no one can live without each other, and more directly, without the trust of one another.

Trust is the one most important word in life, in my life. Its hard to build trust, but we should all open ourselves and trust one another, otherwise we'll fall like all the firms with hundred of years of history.

Its saddening to see legacies fall, some with over a century or history. Bail-out is a short term medicine, will it bring back investor's confidence? Will economy still moves as it was like before? "There is no future in investment banking anymore", coming from a top Goldman Sach officer.

It takes 2 to gel, and many banks to work together to get thru this crisis. =)

It's been a pretty happy week so far..
Simple.. but happy =)
N i'm so looking forward to the start of the mid-term break~..=)

Thanks to all for the wishes =) Glad to know you guys.

On another note.. these few weeks have made me know better what I want to do, and what I want to be. I wonder if I have the pedigree to match the rest, cause all of them seems to be at a very high level. Like I'm glad I wasn't asked to go TH today.. I'll probably feel lousy after that. These are all nice people, but they are all so good. There's probably something.. or thing's' that I have to do to improve myself.
What should I do?

Someone up there, bless me ba =)

Yet on a lighter note, its been nice knowing so many new people =)

** Thanks for the dinner, the lunches.. and everything**

going to mas..



n my lunch mate today =) my xiaomei~

=).. some say its a last nail in the coffin..
i wonder what they say when its the opposite..

=).. remembering.. exactly 10 years ago.. when we step out of the first day of school together.. walking to the busstop.. sitting on the ledge of the busstop.. asking one another where we stay.. and how we are going home.. how the bus will turn.. and whether we can take the same bus.

my first friend in sji.. my best friend in sji.. someone who's been thru and read my life over the past 10 years.. noeing everything i've been thru.. like my diary.. someone who i treasure so much.. while we meet once.. every year? =)

pple say.. u don need many best friends in the world.. u just need one or two to make your life meaningful =) right now.. it does feels so much so.

maybe we are guys.. so we drift apart and chase after our dreams.. while sitting down once in a while to retie the bond that kept us together for the last decade. =)

feel so .. much happier now =)

n so much stronger.. to chase for the things i want in life.. n not to worry about things that i really should not be worrying about. =) thx so much bro

next sun is a special day.. maybe it will be the day a new chapter starts for me.. =)

tinking of going church too..
tinking of trying to experience it
probably open up my heart to someone up there
someone who will always listen to what i feel
listen to what i say

i shall find a time..
i hope i can find peace there

have decided to stop asking myself.. whether i have a life.. or whether my life is more boring den others

my life is like this.. the way it is.. and to tink of it.. i should be pretty satisfied with it

i have many kids.. n each of them mean a certain amount to me..coz i spent a rather big portion of my time every week on each of them. =) and i hope they will all grow up to be successful and to learn how to help others

going out to play is not in my upbringing.. i don play alot.. wonder maybe its because of my lack of friends..
many people say i have many friends.. n i always say i don have alot of real friends.. and then pple say there are many pple who i don open up to.
nowadays i'm opening up alot of myself.. n i do find myself happier.. and more comfortable. =)

i must be happy with my life now ba.. it has a fair share of noeing and interacting with people (which is rily my favourite.. many pple say i'm a social animal), and a fare share of helping others (i got so many tuition kids to care for!)

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neway.. thx for the dinner tonite =) nice seeing u all =) ~

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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