hiakya.. after yesterday, today seems so sad.
Morning started sadly, when i see no one at the library. So i started studying myself and even though it was kinda productive, I felt quite sad because I was all alone. WC came after that and luckily I had someone to eat lunch with.
Another kok-ster came after that.
But somehow, I felt quite lonely all day long, and started pondering about things again.
2 years in uni doesn't seems to have bought alot of things to me. I wonder whether the problem lies in me.
I wonder what type of person I am.

Today I also want to talk about donuts. It is made from flour, and decorated with funny decorations; chocolates, strawberries.. anything that bubble tea can consist of. But if it's made from dough, why issit called just donuts and not doughnuts, which I always tot it was called. Furthermore, why is there a nut? No parts of a donut/doughnut is hard, unlike a nut. So interested to find out the origin of the name.

I realise I haven been happy all along. I hope someone comes along, and make me want to live again. After so many years, I have gotten nothing. There are people I care for, but I dono if they know who they are. I wonder why life is so fragile, and why a mind is made to feel emotional. All along, I thought it is enough to live just the way you want it. But by living it that way I don't feel happy, I don't feel enough. Can someone please guide me, please tell me about myself.

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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