I feel.. that I'm not really cut out to be an accountant
I mean.. I really prefer something that has more to do with maths
Something that I can work around with.. and do something to
Like give me some numbers.. let me calculate them.. and decide on how next to make more money
I really feel.. that I prefer that type of life
Rather than one.. where I have to check where physical money is moving
But has no say in how to generate them.. or how to invest them and make more money

Everytime I go for an accounting class.. I feel that I am wasting time there
Because I don like to learn how to be ethical and how to handle company risk
I don like to learn how to conform to standards from books
or just do anything people ask us to do

Everytime I go for BF classes.. be it last sem.. or be it this sem
I feel so much happier there
I feel that what I learnt is so much more useful
Like how I can really value a company.. and learn how to value stocks and bonds
Rather than learning about the risk in managing people from a company.. making them happy bla bla.. which are like so fei..
And in BF.. even though I dono most of the people there
The people I'm taking it with really makes me very happy

Last year it was yingjia.. who is really like my mentor..
I thank her for helping me get my BF book..
And studying with me.. slacking. and not listening to the teachers together
Its like.. we really dono wat the teacher is talking.. but we still like the module alot
Maybe its because its something we both know we can excel in
And something that we can study ourselves and get thru with it
And something that is more practical.. learning how stocks are actually being valued.. not by some tom dick or harry deciding by instinct on the price.. but by a method.. a proper method

And this sem it is cheryl.. I'm really fortunate to have a companion for my bf class this sem
Because I tot I will have to take it alone.. which will really suck
Because no matter how much I like it.. I have to admit I need support for bf.. because it's not my core.. and it still feels like a GE to me even though it takes as much weightage as my core modules
I'm digressing.. but I feel really happy going for this bf class.. because I know I like the teachings there.. the stuffs they are teaching us

Look.. why do we have to learn about risk management? wat crap about handling risk in a company? about how a mission statement have to be put in place otherwise a company can face downfall?.. compare it to really learning how to value other companies so that a company can make sound investment.. which one sounds more useful?

And sadly.. I tink I mite have to go to an audit firm after I graduate.. because that is my major.. even if I go to a bank.. I'll probably be all alone and not very sure on what to do..

Now I pray.. that maybe my mentor will go to a bank and pull me in! hahaha... otherwise I'll probably end up in EY.. with honghan.. weilong and co.. and my jc friends.. and my sis.. maybe my bro.. but yucks.. I don wan..

I wan somewhere more dynamic.. where our decisions are more important and can be fundamental to a company's growth.. I want that..

Is any company listening to me?

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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