Tuesday, January 08, 2008'♥
To keep up my record of one post per day.. I shall blog something over here.. haha.. so that someone will tink i'm very free =)~..hahaa
So school has started.. I feel very blessed to have a group of friends whom I am comfortable with, and whom I know will always be there and whom I can stick with even if I'm really upset or unhappy, and doesn't feel like talking at all.
I know.. that actually I'm quite a zi bi person.. that i don't really like to talk alot, even though I try to talk more when I'm with friends.. and that I don't really like to ask people out, even though i try to get friends out once in a while because I cherish some friendships..
I was talking to Hongjing a few days back.. and we were talking about chatting on phones.. den actually.. I'm the type who normally don't initiate to call anyone for trivial talk, because I don't like to waste others' time, and I will wonder if the party will feel disturbed by me and that they don't really want to talk to me, just that they are polite enough not to tell me that..
I think that is really zi bi.. and a really low-sense of self confidence.. but.. I'm really like that.. and probably because I don like to guess how people think of me.. and .. ahh.. i wonder where this is going..haha.. so in the end.. I'll only call people.. when I feel that I really want to talk to them.. and even then.. very very little people are able to fall into this group.. tink this is a personality.. not a bad one.. not a good one.. just.. a personality.. a trait.
I was thinking of doing some readings tonite.. but i felt no mood to start it.. so I went over to find Honghan.. and he too had no mood for it.. I guess his mind is 75% occupied with his table tennis comp.. mm jiayou o HH~ we'll all try to go down and support u this friday.
this sem's timetable seems like the toughest of all sems.. but I also get the feeling.. this will be my happiest sem in NTU. Every thing.. every single puzzle.. is slowly falling into place..
* Listened to Angela sing -tears- while playing mahjong just now.. now I really like the song.. even though I don't understand the jap lyrics.. but the music pretty much sums up the emotions of the song.. I guess.. being an ex-band member... a song that makes me fall for it is not the lyrics.. but just the music*
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derrick blogged @ 11:05 AM
