Saturday, March 15, 2008'♥
5am in the morning..and i'm awake in pasir ris
decided to write this whole entry in small capitals.. because i'm writing for myself.. so as long as i like it.. i'll do it this way =)
i wonder whether i'm too stressed nowadays.. or just using projects as an excuse to immense myself in tiredness.. as usual.. as what i always do.. and i really wonder why
it seems to me that i like to be quiet.. like really quiet.. and i really don like to talk.. but i don like to appear too quiet in front of pple.. so i immense myself in work.. so that i can appear to be quiet cause i'm busy.. but really.. its just that i don like to talk to people..
wonder whether someone has taught me to be zi bi..
heard u r unhappy nowadays.. i wonder why.. wish u happiness ba =) but really.. wonder whether u'll ever care about what i wrote here.. everyone plays a part in my life.. and u were a part too.. so i really wish u happiness and success in all ur decisions, doings and every small or big things you are involved in.. hiak.. wonder why i wana talk about you here though.. not like i'm still the same as who i were last time.. just that i don wan to be as heartless as someone else
and yes.. this is my site.. so i can talk about any single thing i want
like there is this shop 1901, selling hot dog, smoothie passion, selling bubble tea, oriental herbal, selling herbal tea, and munch house, selling nasi lemak which everyone is waiting to buy.. all right in front of me.. facing me.. as though waving to me now
thanks for the movie today.. felt.. really =) today..
maybe some things just don need to be voiced out..
we both noe each other so well
so too shall we noe each other's concerns.. =)
intern wise.. don feel bad about it at all..haha in fact i feel happy.. got friends with me
sgx wise.. jiayou o lay n co.. so sorri for asking u all to stay behind last friday.. =) i tot we could have some team building too.. and since all of us are busy with our daily work.. therefore i suggested friday =) i hope all of us can get even closer after this whole team.. and hope we can really showcase our full potential..
sometimes.. i wonder whether i'm a good project mate.. i'm stubborn at times... and pretty insistent on my points.. i noe this.. so i try to give in more now.. and try to do more, talk less.. rather den last time when maybe i do less and talk less too..
and i noe i cannot work with noises.. its just me ba.. lack of concentration.. like.. i cannot multitask really.. or i'll do both things lousily.. even tried carrom and scrabble together last time.. and it turned out to be disastrous..
=)
on the whole.. nice day.. thanks for the movie
derrick blogged @ 2:06 PM
