Monday, March 24, 2008'♥
A nite alone in hall..
Feeling very comfortable now.. being in hall with my good buddy.. even though he is currently sleeping.. while waiting for his supper i think? A supper that we don noe is coming or not.. =)
This place seems to be my hiding place.. where I can do every single thing without having to think or be aware of my surroundings.. I really love it so much, and I'm sure its because of the companion.. I will miss everything after 3rd May. I hope we can go SMU together, and continue tokking abt every single thing every day.
And my 'boy' buddy.. I hope you are doing well!.. having lesser time to sms and tok to u nowadays.. glad we still have the weekly session to catch up.. rmm to keep ur 'boyliness' and 'happiness' going
Said out a sentence today.. to someone.. who probably doesnt noe which sentence this is referring to.. but it reflects out what I really think of myself..
Lack of time may be an excuse.. its more of knowing myself too well
So many things coming up.. and I'm learning to manage things, people, myself better and better. Its been slow coming, but to know your ownself is really important..
And slowly realising that many unknown people is reading this post makes me feel nostalgic.. and shall make my posts as unfathomable as possible to those who doesnt really noe me..all my posts are not emo posts.. even if you might think it is.. its just posts with humanity.. with remembrance of the past, so that the future will shine bright.. if men can move ahead without constantly looking back and reflect.. the same mistake will occur once, twice, numerous and numberous times
last of all.. heard about you recently..
why issit that I always hear of you, or have to talk about you.
it is like a shadow that will never leave, always reminding me to follow the path you have set for me
talking about you makes me smile, and makes me regain my humanity
you will never read about this, and i wonder if you even noe if this page ever existed for you
if time can rewind, if hands can reverse, i noe where you are
to put the ocean under the feet
to grab the world upon the fist
if i can't, i hope you do
no one can ever replace you, no one can
what sort of message is god trying to send me.. when he ever send you down
you mite have achieved your happiness now, thus the reason why today
may god bless you.. now and forever
derrick blogged @ 9:58 AM
