If I am God
If I have the power
To create a world
I will create one
Where everyone can freely say
What he or she has to say
Where everyone can freely feel
What his or her heart says
Where everyone can freely know
What the other person think

Why is it so hard for me to express myself
I hate saying out things
I love keeping things to myself
Maybe because of this
Many people feel, that they can not noe me well
After a while, they stop trying. Or maybe they stop bothering.

I wonder at times
Whether I really do not want to say or show
Or maybe I just do not dare to face myself
To convince myself of who I am
Everyone has a different side to themselves
Certain secrets, certain stories that only they themselves know

I hope, like everyone else
To have someone who knows everything about me
Who knows every stories regarding me
Does such a person exist?
Maybe, the person does.
But again, I do not dare to convince myself that such a person exist
Because I do not know for sure

Sidetracking it, maybe that is why I like Maths, more than any other subjects
Because it gives a fixed answer
Either you know it, either you get it correct
Or you don't
And you will know it, because the answer lies somewhere

If I want something
If I want to know something
Maybe, I really have to go forward, to find the answer

In life, we meet many people
Everyone we meet is a God's creation
Fate
From the many people on Earth, we got to know a few people
And a few, we call friends
It is sufficient for me
To know who I care for, and who I'm gladful to know
As to who feel that similar way
I.. still doesn't want to know


This is purely for my own consumption =)
I am Happy now by the way

Derrick aka "handsome boy"

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