Thursday, August 28, 2008'♥
wat can i say about this yr..this sem..
mm.. everything's going really well this sem..
met lotsa new pple. new project mates.. new students.. n realised wat really motivates me.. so i don rily feel that life is meaningless anymore
mm.. my 325 financial modelling teammates are really nice.. other than the old dragon.. i'm doing it with 2 other pple as well.. n getting along rily well w this person alps.. wat a weird name.. but a very-easy to tok to person.. haha.. maybe i express out things easily to 'stranger'.. but i tink its gonna be fun.. though the module and the project seems hard.. no idea how to start.. no idea when to start..hahaha
306.. same bunch of friends.. suyi wl n ll.. plus 2 other sy's friends
quite fun pple.. although 306 suck the living hell out of us every lesson.. but.. its the storm before the calm..
coz after that is the super-slack 304.. though i can't really fathom why we r learning such craps again.. like so theoreotical stuffs.. but this teacher is better den most other.. coz he makes the lesson interesting.. n my grp luffs at every single thing.. i tink we spend more time luffing den any others.. n we suey suey got 2 pple less den any other grp.. n present earlier den other grps.. peng~..
mm.. n i'm having 8-9 kids this sem.. alot of them taking final exams this yr le..
i used to tink that tuition is a way of livelihood... but i've grown to like and care for them.. after so many years.. i've finally learnt the true purpose of teaching.. to help them when they need help.. so that they can progress on their life smoothly..
n i also learnt to just be.. myself.. n not being too concerned with others' view..
im surprised alps managed to figure out i have low confidence.. despite msning for the first time.. i guess its true to a certain aspect in that i was too concerned with other's impressions last time.. but i heard of pple who go crazy n just being themselves.. i tink i shld learnt to be like that.. i like to make joke at every single thing..n to luff all the way..maybe i shldn't be concerned with other's view.. even if they mite tink i'm dumb initially.. if they noe me well enuff in the end.. my character shld shine thru to them de ba..
otherwise.. i keep being so wary and self-conscious whenever i meet new pple.. i'll nv learn to be satisfied.
i wanna join some cca.. wat shld i join..mmm..
derrick blogged @ 7:35 PM
